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Canal Descoperit

Filed under: Din viata — Gelu July 20, 2010 @ 14:17
De 1 Mai am ajuns in Vama si am observat ca masina era parcata langa un canal descoperit adanc de jumatate de metru. Am inceput sa radem despre ce s-ar fi intamplat daca nu l-am fi observat. Vreo 30 de minute am vorbit doar despre asta si cum ca e foarte probabil ca unul dintre noi sa cada in el. Parea totusi destul de putin probabil sa se intample asta tinand cont ca l-am observat. Evident, am cazut euin el. Nu a fost destul de placut. Inca mai ma doare piciorul atunci cand alerg.
Weekendul asta in drum spre aceiasi Vama am avut ocazia sa citesc o serie de scrisori pe care le-am scris in perioada 2001 – 2004. Am fost destul de surprins sa ma regasesc destul de mult in randurile acelea. Nu inteleg de ce aveam impresia ca m-am schimbat destul de mult de atunci. Singurul lucru care s-a schimbat in mare masura e stilul de a scrie. In rest… Nu vreau acum sa-mi fac o autocaracterizare. Alt nimic vroiam sa spun. Nu inteleg de ce, desi de 20 de ani sunt in fond acelasi om, mai reusesc sa ma surprinda unele lucruri la mine. Am reactionat in situatii similare la fel si acum 10 ani, si acum 5 ani si acum 2 ani… De ce se ajunge inevitabil doar la un sentiment de Deja Vue?
Din fericire acelasi lucru se aplica si la lucrurile care ma fac sa ma “reincarc”. Va fi o zi trista momentul in care oamenii si valurile din Vama nu ma vor mai face sa fiu “Zen”. Momentul in care voi sta singur pe plaja de la Stuff si voi simti nevoie de mai mult va fi unul in care-mi voi da seama ca m-am schimbat… Pana atunci nu pot decat sa ma intreb de ce cad intr-un canal care stiu ca este acolo?

De 1 Mai am ajuns in Vama si am observat ca masina era parcata langa un canal descoperit adanc de jumatate de metru. Am inceput sa radem despre ce s-ar fi intamplat daca nu l-am fi observat. Vreo 30 de minute am vorbit doar despre asta si cum ca e foarte probabil ca unul dintre noi sa cada in el. Parea totusi destul de putin probabil sa se intample asta tinand cont ca l-am observat. Evident, am cazut euin el. Nu a fost destul de placut. Inca mai ma doare piciorul atunci cand alerg.

Weekendul asta in drum spre aceeasi Vama am avut ocazia sa citesc o serie de scrisori pe care le-am scris in perioada 2001 – 2004. Am fost destul de surprins sa ma regasesc destul de mult in randurile acelea. Nu inteleg de ce aveam impresia ca m-am schimbat destul de mult de atunci. Singurul lucru care s-a schimbat in mare masura e stilul de a scrie. In rest… Nu vreau acum sa-mi fac o autocaracterizare. Alt nimic vroiam sa spun. Nu inteleg de ce, desi de 20 de ani sunt in fond acelasi om, mai reusesc sa ma surprinda unele lucruri la mine. Am reactionat in situatii similare la fel si acum 10 ani, si acum 5 ani si acum 2 ani… De ce se ajunge inevitabil doar la un sentiment de Deja Vu?

Din fericire acelasi lucru se aplica si la lucrurile care ma fac sa ma “reincarc”. Va fi o zi trista momentul in care oamenii si valurile din Vama nu ma vor mai face sa fiu “Zen”. Momentul in care voi sta singur pe plaja de la Stuff si voi simti nevoie de mai mult va fi unul in care-mi voi da seama ca m-am schimbat… Pana atunci nu pot decat sa ma intreb de ce cad intr-un canal care stiu ca este acolo?

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  1. The key word in your nature is peacemaker. Gelu, you have the soul of an artist. You
    are extremely sensitive, perceptive, and a bit shy. These qualities are both your strengths
    and weaknesses, for while you possess enormous sensitivity to your feelings and those
    of others, that same sensitivity can cause you to hold back and repress your
    considerable talents. Sensitivity and perceptiveness are among your many fine qualities
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    diplomatic and tactful. You are also patient and cooperative. You work well with groups
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    You enjoy music and poetry and require a harmonious environment.
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    However, your sensitivity can also be your downfall. Gelu, your extremely delicate ego
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    criticisms. Because you get hurt easily, you may tend to withhold your own thoughts and
    contributions to the matter at hand. This can cause you considerable resentment and
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    Too often, you run from confrontation to avoid a battle.
    When you employ your considerable inner strength, you will discover your enormous
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    loved ones. You are a perfectionist when it comes to your home and work environment.
    Gelu, you have excellent taste which is obvious in your private surroundings. You are a
    fine companion and possess a good sense of humor. Friends seek you out for your
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    Comment by anonimus — July 29, 2010 @ 10:21

  2. anonimus, pasionat de numerologie :) Mai degraba as zice 11 decat 1+1 :)

    Comment by Gelu — July 29, 2010 @ 11:27

  3. apreciez ca ai avut rabdare sa citesti comment-ul >:D<
    cred ce e cel mai lung de pe blog :))

    Comment by anonimus — July 30, 2010 @ 10:19

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